{"id":502,"date":"2012-12-31T19:23:00","date_gmt":"2013-01-01T00:23:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mikaelstaer.com\/clients\/cbeals\/dev\/?p=502"},"modified":"2015-06-08T06:35:38","modified_gmt":"2015-06-08T10:35:38","slug":"fit-fast-and-far-from-healthy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mikaelstaer.com\/clients\/cbeals\/dev\/2012\/12\/fit-fast-and-far-from-healthy\/","title":{"rendered":"Fit, fast and far from healthy"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>A month ago I would have told you that things were going well.\u00a0I was self-coached and training harder than ever,\u00a0spurred on by a <a href=\"https:\/\/mikaelstaer.com\/clients\/cbeals\/dev\/?page_id=149\">successful 2012 triathlon season<\/a>\u00a0and\u00a0ambitions for next year. I hadn&#8217;t let up after race season, but that wasn&#8217;t a concern since I never really take downtime. I was carrying a lot of fatigue and felt off,\u00a0but that was to be expected given the training I was doing.<\/p>\n<p>Just to be safe, I decided to get a comprehensive\u00a0blood test. A week later I got a call from the doctor&#8217;s office.\u00a0My\u00a0hormonal profile was a giant red flag, my iron\u00a0stores were depleted and some other blood markers were scraping the limits of acceptable ranges.\u00a0Hardly what you&#8217;d expect from a highly\u00a0fit 22-year-old.\u00a0But, as my case and many others illustrate, fitness and health (both physical and mental) are not synonymous. <a href=\"http:\/\/lavamagazine.com\/training\/house-calls-we-may-be-fit-but-are-we-healthy\/#axzz2GeBfLlpc\">Some even argue<\/a> that the former comes at the expense of the latter for competitive endurance athletes.<\/p>\n<p>The results were disturbing, but not altogether unexpected.\u00a0At some level, I had known that things were amiss. But it&#8217;s easy to suppress concerns and ignore even the most obvious warning signs, especially coming off a string of successes.\u00a0Seeing the cold, hard numbers\u2014irrefutable evidence of a problem\u2014really cut through the denial and drove the message home.\u00a0Like a runner collapsing across the finish line, I finally succumbed to the cumulative fatigue.<\/p>\n<p>Overzealous\u00a0training (&#8220;overreaching&#8221;) is usually checked by\u00a0injury, illness or psychological burnout which impose recovery and prevent more serious damage (&#8220;overtraining&#8221;). They&#8217;re like the body&#8217;s last-ditch defense mechanisms.\u00a0I am fortunate to have a very durable body, a strong immune system and consistent motivation to train hard (or compulsion\u2014the distinction is subtle). This combination is both an asset and a liability. It has helped me achieve positive results, but it also enabled me to push myself to the point of overtraining.<\/p>\n<p>My condition wasn&#8217;t simply the result of a week or two of overreaching in training, nor could the damage be undone that quickly; it was the result of\u00a0long-term stresses and behavioural\u00a0patterns that gradually exhausted my reserves.\u00a0I am finally listening to my body and taking some long overdue downtime.\u00a0After over a month of rest and light training, I&#8217;m getting back on track, but I still have some pretty rough days.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s unfortunate that it took a minor health crisis to jolt me into reality, but\u00a0I am fortunate to have had a\u00a0relatively early\u00a0wake up call.\u00a0Many athletes have gone much further down this self-destructive path.<\/p>\n<p>I have also taken a very critical look at my training,\u00a0attitude,\u00a0behaviour and lifestyle. I have identified several factors that brought me to this point:<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li><b>Training stress:<\/b>\u00a0unstructured\/random training with\u00a0high <a href=\"http:\/\/provincialtriathloncentre.blogspot.ca\/2009\/04\/micro-structure-part-3.html\">monotony<\/a> and\u00a0poor scheduling of high intensity sessions<\/li>\n<li><b>Recovery:<\/b>\u00a0inadequate rest\/downtime, little\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Sports_periodization\">periodization<\/a>,\u00a0chronic insomnia<\/li>\n<li><b>Nutrition and fueling:<\/b>\u00a0possible\u00a0dietary insufficiencies,\u00a0under-fueling workouts,\u00a0chronic low body weight\/fat<\/li>\n<li><b>Psychological factors:<\/b>\u00a0compulsive exercise,\u00a0perfectionist tendencies,\u00a0poor management of stress and depression (especially during my undergrad)<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s difficult to separate causes from effects. Many of these factors are interrelated and have compounding effects.\u00a0I would like to share more about my experience in upcoming posts,\u00a0in part as self-therapy, and in part that others may learn from my mistakes.<\/p>\n<p style=\"line-height: normal;\">While this is a setback,\u00a0it is also a\u00a0necessary\u00a0learning experience.\u00a0It is now painfully obvious that I have been performing below my potential for a long time, not just athletically, but in other aspects of life. With this realization comes disappointment, but also excitement for the future. I can do better, <i>be<\/i> better.<\/p>\n<p style=\"line-height: normal;\">Respect your limits and be kind to yourself,<\/p>\n<div>\n<p style=\"line-height: normal;\">Cody<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><i style=\"line-height: normal;\">Update (9 months later):<\/i><b>\u00a0<\/b><i>How have I been doing? Check out this series of posts that describes how I&#8217;ve been systematically addressing my performance limiters:<\/i><\/p>\n<ul>\n<li style=\"text-align: justify;\">Training:<i>\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/mikaelstaer.com\/clients\/cbeals\/dev\/?p=500\" target=\"_blank\">Lessons from Overtraining: Microcycles, Macro Mistakes<\/a><\/i><\/li>\n<li style=\"text-align: justify;\">Stress:<i>\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/mikaelstaer.com\/clients\/cbeals\/dev\/?p=488\" target=\"_blank\">Monitoring and Managing Stress: A Simple System for Athletes<\/a><\/i><\/li>\n<li style=\"text-align: justify;\">Weight:<i>\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/mikaelstaer.com\/clients\/cbeals\/dev\/?p=485\" target=\"_blank\">Fatter &amp; Faster? Finding My Racing Weight<\/a><\/i><\/li>\n<li style=\"text-align: justify;\">Sleep:\u00a0<i>How I Kicked Chronic Insomnia:\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/mikaelstaer.com\/clients\/cbeals\/dev\/?p=484\" target=\"_blank\">Part I<\/a>\u00a0&amp;\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/mikaelstaer.com\/clients\/cbeals\/dev\/?p=483\" target=\"_blank\">Part II<\/a><\/i><\/li>\n<li style=\"text-align: justify;\">Mental health:\u00a0<i><a style=\"text-align: start;\" href=\"https:\/\/mikaelstaer.com\/clients\/cbeals\/dev\/?p=477\">The Perfectionist &amp; the Elephant in the Room<\/a><\/i><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: justify;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\" aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/mikaelstaer.com\/clients\/cbeals\/dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/12\/house-of-cards.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"400\" height=\"306\" border=\"0\" \/><\/div>\n<div class=\"addtoany_share_save_container addtoany_content_bottom\"><div class=\"a2a_kit a2a_kit_size_32 addtoany_list a2a_target\" id=\"wpa2a_1\"><a class=\"a2a_button_facebook\" href=\"http:\/\/www.addtoany.com\/add_to\/facebook?linkurl=https%3A%2F%2Fmikaelstaer.com%2Fclients%2Fcbeals%2Fdev%2F2012%2F12%2Ffit-fast-and-far-from-healthy%2F&amp;linkname=Fit%2C%20fast%20and%20far%20from%20healthy\" title=\"Facebook\" rel=\"nofollow\" target=\"_blank\"><\/a><a class=\"a2a_button_twitter\" href=\"http:\/\/www.addtoany.com\/add_to\/twitter?linkurl=https%3A%2F%2Fmikaelstaer.com%2Fclients%2Fcbeals%2Fdev%2F2012%2F12%2Ffit-fast-and-far-from-healthy%2F&amp;linkname=Fit%2C%20fast%20and%20far%20from%20healthy\" title=\"Twitter\" rel=\"nofollow\" target=\"_blank\"><\/a><a class=\"a2a_button_google_plus\" href=\"http:\/\/www.addtoany.com\/add_to\/google_plus?linkurl=https%3A%2F%2Fmikaelstaer.com%2Fclients%2Fcbeals%2Fdev%2F2012%2F12%2Ffit-fast-and-far-from-healthy%2F&amp;linkname=Fit%2C%20fast%20and%20far%20from%20healthy\" title=\"Google+\" rel=\"nofollow\" target=\"_blank\"><\/a><a class=\"a2a_dd addtoany_share_save\" href=\"https:\/\/www.addtoany.com\/share_save\"><\/a>\n<script type=\"text\/javascript\"><!--\nwpa2a.script_load();\n\/\/--><\/script>\n<\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A month ago I would have told you that things were going well.\u00a0I was self-coached and training harder than ever,\u00a0spurred on by a successful 2012 triathlon season\u00a0and\u00a0ambitions for next year. 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